To all my friends out there who know what’s really going on, to all my independent researching friends; yes – sometimes it’s a curse and not always a blessing to be awake.
Awakening is the most liberating, alienating, excruciating, empowering, lonely, confusing, freeing, frightening, expansive journey.
If you find yourself struggling as you try to process all this insanity, you are not alone.
No one talks about the darkness that accompanies awakening, or thegrief. Not only grieving the life and illusions you once had, but the realization that almost everything you thought you once knew, is alie. The beliefs you’ve held, people you’ve trusted, principles you were taught -all lies.
Shattering illusions israrelyan enjoyable experience. There is a considerable amount of discomfort that comes with growth and the grieving process doesn’t stop there. With these newfound realizations, you then find yourself grieving all over again. Grieving for our children, knowing all…
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Calculus of Decay 